We proceeded to try every position we could think of for the next four hours — pretty sure at some point we look up a few on the internet.
He was my good friend and I trusted him, so even though we didn't talk about it beforehand, it felt right and okay and was even pretty exciting.
Afterwards, I was relieved that I'd finally gotten it over with, and didn't know if I would ever think sex was fun.
I felt a little ashamed and embarrassed because I imaged something different and I thought he was disappointed in the experience.